It's gone
What's gone? My mind?
Soul? No, I'm fine
Not really
Deep inside, something is missing
The love and tender kissing
She walked out herself
Now all I do is talk to myself
in the mirror, with my reflection
My heart is dead
Soon it will make a resurrection
Once the wounds heal
And I'm loved for real
A type of love I can feel
But nobody loves me
Nobody cares
Nobody loves me
That nobody is me
I can't love myself because no one does
I'm all alone and no longer what I once was
But the only thing that keeps me alive
Is knowing that the next day, it might all change
For the best
And that "nobody" becomes somebody
for one love lost on one saturday
Oh gentle winds 'neath moonlit skies,
Do not you hear my heartfelt cries?
Below the branches, here about,
Do not you sense my fear and doubt?
Side glistening rivers, sparkling streams,
Do not you hear my woeful screams?
Upon the meadows, touched with dew,
Do not you see my hearts a'skew?
Beneath the thousand twinkling stars,
Do not you feel my jagged scars?
Seek not my mournful heart kind breeze,
For you'll not find it 'mongst these trees.
It's scattered 'cross the moonlit skies,
Accompanied by heartfelt sighs.
It's drifting o're the gentle rain,
A symbol of my silent pain.
It's buried 'neath the meadow fair,
Conjoined with all the sorrow there.
It's lost among the stars this night,
Too far to ease my quiet fright.
No gentle winds, seek not my heart,
For simply ... it has torn apart.
aravind
Slow Tears
I look up
as a tear rolls slowly
down my cheek
I think about better days
and wonder if I'll feel that way again
you look at me
with those eyes I know so well
always serious, so deep and insightful
as though you're always in control
But not today
not now
Now you look so scared
like for once you don't have the answer
I gaze at you
looking deep into those hazel eyes
Hoping to understand
why you've said those things you did
I wonder for a moment
if this is all a dream
if I shall wake in the morning
and be relieved
you look at me
with a confusion I have never seen
slowly pull me towards you
and wipe the tears from my cheek
posted by deewana @ 10:34 PM 0 comments
Monday, December 20, 2004
its yu love!!
When I am wrapped up in your arms,
I feel safer than ever before.
When you stare into my eyes, its a feeling I can't ignore.
I know this isn't just a game,
because, what I feel for you,
I never felt with anyone else.
When I am close to you I am overwhelmed with happiness.
You're what I've been waiting for my whole life.
You're someone I can share my love with,
you take away my fears.
Words can't express how much I love you.
But, through this short amount of time,
I hope you realize that my love for you is real.
I'm not with you to play games,
and I know you feel the same.
With you, is where I want to be
because I found someone who loves me just for me.
You give me all the reason in the world
to believe that you won't hurt me in anyway.
And if I ever lost you,
I don't know what I would do.
You probably think I am crazy,
but truthfully I'm not.
Every time that were together,
it's a whole new experience for me.
All I see in this world,
is no one else but you and me.
posted by deewana @ 7:31 AM 0 comments
Wednesday, December 08, 2004
dear love
if i could be the one one yu really need
if i could follow yu across the open seas
if only i could hold yu in my armas so tight
if only i could lay with yu and can talk through out night
if only i could share with yu the beauty of trees
and share with yu the gentelness of summer breeze
sit with yu and listen the laughter of a child
ait with yu and silence wathching creatures in wild
listen the stories yu tell of days gone by
be there to hold yu if yurs memory made yu cry
sit with yu and listen chirping of bird
and can laugh when yu say its the swwetest ever yu have heard
so if yu ever find timereach out in my dreams the dreams above i wish always will be same
if my life was different i know what i would do
i"d stand tall there at yurs side and cross those seas with yu
yu know by holding yu in my arms by stepping on yurs song
aravind
posted by deewana @ 6:43 AM 0 comments
posted by deewana @ 6:42 AM 0 comments
Friday, October 29, 2004
i love yu my love
Sometimes nothing seems to go right,
but when I read your message on the screen.
my troubles drift out of sight,
A love like you always
knows just what to say.
You make all my worries
drift swiftly away.
You're always there for me
when I feel blue.
You've proven again and again
that our friendship is true.
We haven't known each other long,
but we've shared each other's dreams.
I've decided that together
we make quite a perfect team.
Though we're very different,
we were brought together
by a common bond,
and now the end of the day
is as bright as dawn.
Thank you, friend, for being there
when I needed you.
Thank you for being you.
posted by deewana @ 7:27 AM 0 comments
Friday, September 17, 2004
hamara pyar
dear jan ham mile hamara pyar barata gaya, main badhata gaya tum pas aati gayai cahalata raha har pal hamara pyar
maine chaha ki yahi kahoon har jindagi main tu ho kewal meri, main kahata raha ki jaan main jab so jaoon sapane main aana har, pal mere sapane main meethi thapaki dena apane nanhe komal hathon se
jab main jagoon tere hothon ka ho mujhko ehsas har pal ho mere pas tere hi bahoon ka har ...... har pal rahe aisa hi hamara pyar
pahale tum mere chahat the phir ho gaye sans phir dhadkan phir meri jaroorat aur ab mera poora ehsas main hoon tab tu meri jindagi jab na rahoon tab mera wafa aur meri kahani log tujhe dekhen aur main yad aoon teri aankho main mera sapana aur tere har dhadkan main goonje mera hi nam
jaan main choohn ki dekh ke jal jaye sansar har pal bas badhata hi jaye hamara
pyar
yurs
love
